god forbid you ever have to walk a mile in her shoes
2006-02-11 -- 9:33 p.m.

sometimes i think i just don't...

just call me peter.

sometimes i worry that the way i live my life isn't how i am supposed to live it.
the things i hold very true i feel i inevitably deny accidentally every day. but really, are there such things as accidents? is not every choice we make just that? a conscious decision?

choice: Pronunciation Key (chois)
n.
The act of choosing; selection.
The power, right, or liberty to choose; option.
One that is chosen.
A number or variety from which to choose: a wide choice of styles and colors.
The best or most preferable part.
Care in choosing.
An alternative.

well then, what the hell is choose?

choose: Pronunciation Key (chz)
v. chose, (chz) cho·sen, (chzn) choos·ing, choos·es
v. tr.
To select from a number of possible alternatives; decide on and pick out.

To prefer above others: chooses the supermarket over the neighborhood grocery store.
To determine or decide: chose to fly rather than drive.

maybe by overthinking i come full circle and underthink.